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9/30 – NaBloPoMo09 Teaching in America
In My Opinionated Self, NaBloPoMo09, teaching on July 12, 2009 at 9:45 PMHowdy. So I have been asked by a Brazilian educator to write about what it’s like to teach high school in the United States.
I’ll try. I don’t think my experience is typical – I have taught Drama in Florida, Drama and Reading in Chicago, Illinois, and Drama, Reading and English in Minnesota. I worked in large schools (2,000 kids or so) for the first 6 years; one year as a substitute. The past 4 years I have worked as the only English teacher in a very small school – with an average of 75 students.
I think that if a student here knows about the different options, he would be able to find a school that suits him. Of course, that depends on where he lives, too. We have something called ’school choice’ here, which means that if a student doesn’t want to go to their neighborhood school, he can go to another school. Usually there is transportation for those students. A lot of people have widely differing opinions about school choice – some argue that it’s great because it helps students integrate racially and stay away from situations where a poor neighborhood has a correspondingly poor neighborhood school. Others claim it is a way for white parents to send their kids to less integrated schools. This is a very complicated and controversial topic that perhaps I will research and try to go into in more depth at a later date.
Personally, I think school choice is good if it helps students voice their opinion about their neighborhood school. If the kids get a say (with their parents) about which school they will attend, it’s almost like a vote. Competition to be a better school and attract students seems to help ensure better schools for the kids. And that’s what it should all be about.
There are some people who also think that we should be working to make sure that all high schools are offering the ’same’ education across the country. This is not happening. Each state has standards that their Board of Education writes up and publishes, but the standards are left to local interpretation. I think this is a double edged sword. I believe strongly in ‘teacher autonomy’ – that a teacher should have the power to make decisions in the classroom for his or her students. But I wish there was some sort of a consensus, too, officially, about what might be ideal.
Now maybe I’m just belying my ignorance here, but I have never seen a national resource for curriculum that could be used at the high school level – at least not for Engish/Language Arts. Instead, it seems that I have worked to interpret the Minnesota standards on my own and implement them into a curriculum. This also leads to me repeating bits and pieces of what I was taught in high school and making up new curriculum myself. I’m fine with doing that, but I would love to be able to check myself against a true standard.
I think a lot of the problem with that is there are a lot of companies that want to write and sell curriculum. If the government put together a really good resource, I suppose they would be limiting free enterprise’s chances to make money. Again, I think that the needs of the students should be the most important.
Well, I think I introduced some rough ideas about a lot of interrelated topics in this post. I will try to refine my thinking and continue to write on the topic. As always, I would love to see this turn into a discussion so if you have any comments or questions, please be sure to post them. Sheila
8/30 – NaBloPoMo – Emotional Vertigo
In My Opinionated Self, NaBloPoMo09, atheist, tiny rant on July 11, 2009 at 10:13 PMI have been a do-gooder all my life. Always wanting the best, the ideal. Not materially, but spiritually. I revel in good deeds, in participating in a successful endeavor that will do no less than change the world. The next right thing is my mantra. Joy is being useful, helping people. I want to do good and seek out the good in others. I want to be the first to catch a glimpse see it, coerce it out if it’s latent. Maybe this is why I am a teacher.
Lately, I have been experiencing something strange – a confusion, a dizzying mental drag causing me to sway in my belief in humankind. It’s as debilitating as the vertigo I used to occasionally suffer, but again, it’s spiritual and emotional. A doctor once explained vertigo to me as a brain’s confusion between reality and its perception of reality. If the muscles in my neck are too tense and a breeze caresses them in just the right way, my brain will believe that I am falling although I am simply standing or sitting.
Emotional vertigo, I posit, is the confusion in my brain that arises when my ideals are brushed by even the lightest hushed wind of a disappointing human reality. When my expectations of something or someone I’ve idealized are met with non-ideal reality, my emotions swoon inside. My elbows tingle, I mix up words as I try to speak, I weep without direct cause.
The cure for physical vertigo that has worked for me is to stretch my neck and to ice those muscles. I am still seeking the cure for ‘emotigo’ – I know that the disillusionment will not last. Reality may not be ideal, but it’s not bad either – somehow to stretch my mental muscles and reset back to reality. Perhaps vacation will do the trick.